Am I Depressed?

Dude, things are really bad right now. I haven't eaten, or gotten out of my room in two days. Let me tell you what happened.

Remember the last time I wrote? I was saying that Mario came to visit and told me that my girlfirend Jenny was going out another dude. His name is Fred. You know Fred, right? The tall guy with the ugly 1970's flat top and a red sports car? Anyway, Mario told me that and I didn;t want to believe it, but he swore it was true, and I was not sure. I don't know, maybe because Jenny is the hottest girlfriend I've ever had, or maybe because everyone always talked crap about how impossible it was for me to be with her, but I was always afreaid that something might happen. My parents thought she was too old for me, and from the very start my best friend told me she was too hot for me. I don't know; I think she is.

So, for a while, I didn't know what to do or what to think. I had to talk to her, I knew, but I didn't know what to tell her. I was just afraid, I know, so don't rub it in. The thing is that I had to talk to her about it and give her the chance to explain what happened.

I went to her house and asked her. She admitted that she had been to Malwart and that Fred was there, but that all she was doing was buying groceries, including the ingredients to make my favorite dessert, raspberry frosted cheesecake (and she showed me the cheesecake to prove it).

Man! The cheesecake was 'delish'. I thought we were cool, but then that #$&@ Fred showed up (why was the door open anyway?) and I discovered the truth. Fred had left his credit card in Jenny's purse. How could she have Fred's credit card if there was nothing between them? I was like dude! What's up with this? I yelled, cried, cursed and stuff like that. I was so mad, I don't even remember all the stuff I told her.

I wanted to tell Jenny that if we could not be honest with each other, we'd be better off split up, but she didn't say anything, so I just got up and left.

That was the last time I saw her. I have been in my room ever since and have barely eaten. It's so unfair that you get a girlfriend and you think she's all that, but she's going behind your back doing stuff with other men.

I dont; know what top do now. What gets me mad is that while I'm just sitting here all depressed, she is probably partying out somewhere.

Maybe I should go out and party as well, but I don't feel like seeing a bunch of idiots laughing at their own stupid jokes right now. So I just stayed home watching re-runs of The Adventures of Icky and Dax, but each episode is more stupid than the last. I don't know how Javier can like this garbage.